Abby
As Karl speaks, my fingers worry the hem of my white chef’s coat, now no
longer pristine but splattered with sauce and tiny stains and the remains of
haphazardly cooked meals. It feels like a perfect representation of my inner
world right now: once untarnished and lily-white, but now stained and weathered
from the trials I’ve been through today.
We’re still standing in the supply closet, and the air feels thick. Karl is standing
over me still, his hand pressed into the door next to my head, sandwiching me
there with his body.
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My wolf stirs ever so slightly, but now is not the time; I just found out that Karl
tried to talk to the judges for me, and I’m not sure how to feel about it.
“Abby…” he begins, his voice trailing off for a moment as his eyes search mine.
Finally, he pushes away from the door and crosses the small room, running his
hand through his hair for what feels like the millionth time in the past few
minutes.
“Just tell me, Karl,” I murmur, blinking away the tears that are threatening to
spill.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtHe pauses, then draws in a deep breath, and turns to face me again. “Abby,
yes, I did talk to Logan; but I never tried to bribe anybody. I hope you can
believe me in that regard.”
I nod, because despite the whirlwind that this competition has become, I do
know that. Karl has no reason to lie to me right now. His integrity is still intact,
just as he promised all those weeks ago.
“I know, Karl. But why talk to him? What did you say?”
He takes a deep breath, and I can tell he’s choosing his words with the utmost
care. “I told him you’re an incredible chef, Abby. The best here, without a doubt.
And you don’t deserve the way he treats you—”
“But?” The word hangs between us.
Karl’s jaw tightens, and he looks away for a brief moment, gathering his
thoughts. When he faces me again, it’s as though there’s a newfound resolve in
his eyes, like there’s something that he wants to tell me but he can’t get it all
out.
“But… he’s got this idea about you, Abby. He doesn’t see things clearly. I just… I
tried to make him see that you are putting in your heart and soul into this
competition. That’s it.”
My heart races, and I don’t know what to say. There’s a profound mixture of
gratitude and dread knotting itself around my stomach: gratitude for Karl’s
attempt to talk to Logan, but also dread because I know that, whatever Logan’s
‘misconceptions’ about me are, nothing Karl can say would ever change the
outcome of this doomed competition.
“And what happened with the sous chef?” I ask, my voice barely more than a
whisper. “What happened, really?”
A shadow crosses Karl’s face. “He was tampering with the ingredients in the
pantry. The truffles. I caught him in the act, tried to stop him. I grabbed the
mushrooms out of his hand, but I swear, Abby, I never laid a finger on him.”
I know he’s telling the truth; Karl, despite all of his overpowering Alpha
demeanor, would never hurt anyone in this sort of context. Not in a million years,
and especially not on live television.
“And the guards didn’t believe you?” I ask.
He shakes his head. “The guards think I’m lying. The sous chef might press
charges if the footage looks… Anyway, it doesn’t matter. They’re sending me
home, Abby. I won’t be here when you get offstage.”
I stare down at the floor unblinking, staring at my feet. Outside, I can hear the
PA system crackle to life again: “Contestants, this is your two minute warning.
Return to the stage in two minutes. I repeat, two minutes.”
Before I can say anything, Karl’s hand reaches out and seems to hover beside
my cheek for a moment before it settles on my shoulder. “I’m sorry, Abby. I didn’t
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I’m still trying to process it all, but there’s one thing that I know for sure: none of
this is Karl’s fault. The game was rigged from the beginning, and I was never
meant to win.
“No, Karl, it’s not your fault,” I murmur, reaching up to place my hand over his.
“Don’t feel bad.”
He sighs. “I just want you to know… I believe in you, Abby. I always have. And I
believe you can still win this. As long as you used the right truffles for your last
dish—”
I don’t let him finish. Maybe it’s the adrenaline still coursing through my veins, or
maybe it’s the desperate need to convey everything I can’t seem to articulate,
but I lunge forward.
My hands find the sides of his face, his skin rough with a five o’clock shadow,
and I press my lips to his in a kiss that’s as much an apology as it is a thank
you.
He’s stiff for a moment, stunned, before his warmth seeps into me, steadying
me. As we pull away, I’m met with the soft confusion in his eyes.
“What was that for?” he murmurs, and I can feel the blush spreading across my
cheeks, hot and prickly.
“It was just… a kiss of friendship,” I stammer, feeling the sting of hot tears
pricking at the backs of my eyes. “For everything you did today, Karl. Even
though it all… it all went wrong.”