Chapter 92 Lu Jinye, We Can’t Do This!
Mu Zhi was shocked by what Lu Jinye had said. To the world, Lu Jinye’s mother was said to have died
of an illness, and after her death Master Lu married again.
However, when Lu Jinye spoke again he said, “When my mother fell in love with Master Lu, his first
wife had just died. At the time, she was already pregnant with me.”
“When I was seven years old, Master Lu had a mistress. The woman was brought home one day, and
my mother became depressed.”
He spoke with an even voice, as though he was talking about something unrelated to him.
But Mu Zhi couldn’t help feeling sad as she listened.
She looked at him as he continued, “The woman was heavily pregnant when she came to our house.
At the time, I remembered that my mother and I were having a hot pot.
“Lu Jinye, you don’t have to tell me anymore.”
Mu Zhi did not want to hear the rest of the story.
It was not difficult to guess what had happened without hearing it all. Why did Lu Jinye never call his
father, father but Master Lu?
Why did Lu Jinye ask if he would be a good father?
It was because Master Lu was never a good father.
It was hard for her to imagine that at such a young age, Lu Jinye had to witness the breakdown of his
parents’ relationship and his mother’s subsequent death. It was not surprising that he had lost faith in
love and fatherhood.
Lu Jinye was an intelligent child, so he understood that the contention between his mother and the
woman was caused by his father’s irresponsibility.
“You will be a good father.”
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtMu Zhi looked at him and said gently. She instinctively reached out and held his hand.
“I can see from your interactions with Mu Xiaomu that you really like children. But… You thought that
you can’t.”
If Lu Jinye becomes a father, he will definitely be a good one.
Mu Zhi had faith in him.
Lu Jinye was silent. He went to the window and watched the persistent downpour. Mu Zhi said, “To be
honest, I had also thought that I was unsuitable to care for a child.”
“However after meeting Mu Xiaomu and taking care of her, I discovered that she helps me to be strong,
and even overcome what I thought was impossible.”
“I have never met my father. My mother had raised me by herself. As for my father… I don’t know
where he is.”
Mu Zhi gave a small laugh.
All she could only say was that it was all a blank to her.
She could only say that her mother had raised and brought her up. But later her mother was involved in
an accident during a drug trial.
“Alright, let’s not eat the hot pot anymore. I never really liked hot pot. It is too spicy.”
Mu Zhi quickly cleared the hot pot away. She did not want him to fall into gloom again.
When she had finished clearing, he thanked her in response.
Mu Zhi did not know what came over her. When she saw the sadness on his face, she immediately
embraced him from behind.
As her arms encircled him, he instinctively turned around to face her. His arms held her to him while he
leaned down and kissed her lips.
Mu Zhi did not deny him. Her mind was blank except for Lu Jinye’s forlorn eyes as he told her about his
mother.
It pained her to see him like that.
So she kissed him back.
With her tenderness, sadness and warmth in her kiss.
In response, Lu Jinye gently coaxed her to part her lips. He delved into her mouth, consuming her
taste.
It was a long while before he let her go, but it was only for her to catch her breath. He swept her up into
his arms and brought her to his bed.
It was rare to see Lu Jinye lose his composure. He kissed her trembling eyelashes, and the sadness in
her eyes.
Her body was cold. He wanted to give her his warmth.
Moreover, he wanted her!
This desire for a woman was unlike anything he had ever experienced.
It was not simply a bodily reaction from lust, nor was it a mere connection of the mind and flesh.
Instead, it was an intense desire to own, to possess… It was something even deeper.
It was a desire to make her his own forever.
At this moment, Mu Zhi found herself shivering. She shivered as she felt the scorching heat from Lu
Jinye’s hands as he caressed her body.
She shivered as Lu Jinye took off her clothes.
Then she felt as if something had collapsed in her heart…
Mu Zhi felt that she had reached the point of no return. She sensed that her feelings for Lu Jinye had
changed! This was different even from the passionate love she had with Lu Junnian.
She closed her eyes tightly, keenly aware of their bodies touching.
Lu Jinye’s touch was gentle. It was as though he was handling a precious jewel.
Mu Zhi felt her body responding to him eagerly.
She let him undress her. Beyond the windows, the rain was pouring loudly. However, her mind was
calm and distant.
Just as Lu Jinye was about to enter her, a lightning flashed across the sky, and Mu Zhi was suddenly
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmwoken up from daze.
She immediately pushed Lu Jinye away. She stared at him breathlessly. Her face was flushed.
“Lu Jinye, we can’t do this.”
She felt her heart breaking as she said those words.
Lu Jinye looked at Mu Zhi with fire in his eyes. She could not tell whether they were of passion or
anger.
“Mu Zhi, I know what I am doing.”
Lu Jinye’s voice was husky and serious as he spoke.
Mu Zhi looked at Lu Jinye but quickly turned away. She focused on picking up her clothes and putting
them back on.
They had slept together many times before, and they were always amicable.
In fact, she could choose to shamelessly overlook the fact they are no longer married and continue to
sleep with him.
However… Mu Zhi couldn’t understand why she could not do it and why she cared!
The more she tried to ignore it, the more it bothered her.
In the past all she cared was that he returned to her side. It did not bother her who he was dallying with
outside.
Now… She wanted him to be hers completely!
“Mu Zhi.”
Lu Jinye grabbed her hand. He was a little anxious, so his voice came out hoarse and harsh as he
shouted, “I said, I know what I am doing.”
What he wanted to say was… He was clear that it was Mu Zhi whom he would be sleeping with.
Naturally, that included knowing how he would deal with the situation between them afterwards.
“You don’t understand.”
Mu Zhi lifted up her face, her eyes cold and impersonal.
“Miss Xiao is pregnant, the child needs a father.”
Mu Zhi forced out those words through gritted teeth.