FreeNovelChapter 89 | was sure Colin was ignoringfor a reason.
In the past, he'd treatedso well | shouldn't make things difficult for him.
Thus, | didn’t call him again. Instead, | tried getting used to taking care of myself, | was scared that someone would say | was shameless once more.
| was using my way to maintain my pitiful dignity.
Actually, | thought about it before. No matter how great Colin treated me, he was still Felix’s brother. He wouldn't have a fallout or draw a clear line withforand Felix.
In the past, when | was friends with Felix, I'd lost to love.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtAt this time, when | was friends with Colin, I lost to family.
Thinking about it, | was quite pitiful It was fine during the day. Many people cand went by. My attention could be diverted.
the other hand, it was tough during the night. | had a lot of free tafter dinner. | didn’t want my emotions to affect my roommates, so | sat somewhere in the corner of the campus. Usually, | would sit there for a few hours.
It was cold at the end of October. The cold wind madenumb.
On the fourth day after class, | saw Colin on campus. He was walking with Jasmine. | didn’t know what Jasmine said, but he showed a gentle smile.
| wanted to ask him where he had been for the past few days and why he didn’t answer my calls and texts.
However, upon seeing Colin and Jasmine chatting happily, | was sure they didn’t want to be interrupted.
I turned around to leave.
At that time, | walked very slowly. My footsteps were heavy.
| was waiting for Colin to realize my existence. | wanted him to cafterand have meals like last time.
On the fifth day, | cacross Colin in the corridor. He still looked handsome. He wore a white shirt.
+15 BONUS When he saw me, he was slightly taken aback. Then, he frowned.
When | was about to speak, Jasmine approached Colin from behind. Colin glanced atcoldly before leaving with Jasmine. The words | wanted to say were stuck in my throat. It was so painful that | wanted to cry.
Nevertheless, | felt happy. At least, | had confirmed nothing happened to Colin. Since he was still on campus, | could rest assured.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmThat day, | didn’t have dinner. | stayed outside and only returned to the dormitory when the curfew almost hit.
| didn’t know what was wrong with me. When | saw Colin and Jasmine together, | wanted to cry.
But | knew things would end up this way. After all, | was their mailman.
When | was alone, | would wonder if | was wrong. If | didn’t pass the letter to Colin, would all of this not have happened? Could | enjoy Colin's care and pretend he would always be by my side? He didn’t need to be in a relationship. In the future, he wouldn't be like Felix and find a wife, making things difficult for me.
| didn’t know why | would have such thoughts. Maybe | had gone crazy.
The nightmarish days passed slowly. My head hurt so badly that | couldn't eat. | always had dreams when | was asleep, too.
| wanted to call my parents, but | was afraid that they would sense that something was wrong with and be worried. So, | could only endure the days alone.
Queenie said that | had lost weight, my eyes had lost their sparkle, and my chin had sharpened. She said she felt sad looking at me.
| stared at myself through the mirror. My eye bags were dark, and my skin was gray. My breath had also beclight and faint.
| thought | had fallen ill. Otherwise, my headache wouldn't have been so severe. | didn't even have the energy to walk. My sight turned black at times, too.
for two days In the beginning, Queenie and Zoey said they would never tellwhy Colin was angry. Later on, they kept tellingthings. But | no longer wanted to listen. | only wanted to sit alone somewhere quiet.
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