Madelyn had no idea what Zach was doing in the silent living room. 'Is it because he cares about what | just said? Is it repentance? Or regret for everything he had done to me?" Madelyn knew Zach well; he was never a kind person. He was decisive and ruthless, never regretting his decisions. Zach used Forrest to gain control of the Amold Corporation. When Forrest was desperate and used her life as a threat, he did not care at all. In the end, Forrest chose to jump off the building. He inexplicably apologized to Madelyn before pushing her away and committing suicide.
Madelyn cowered in fear on the ground. As her husband, he could have helped her stand up with a simple step forward, but he did not. His indifferent gaze even met hers before he left with Cecilia. Madelyn had experienced Zach's cruelty firsthand. Hence, now she had a second lifetime, she did not believe Zach would show any mercy to anyone.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtAfter washing up, Madelyn sat at the bedside and silently reading the book she got from the abbot. Around 11 p.m., feeling drowsy, she put the book on her bedside and turned off the light to sleep.
In the living room, smoke filled the air. Cigarette butts overflowed from the ashtray on the coffee table, and ashes scattered around. Zach was unsure how much Madelyn knew. He had never experienced these emotions in the past.
'A child... Madelyn's child?" Zach had never thought of having his own child. Even if he did, he knew he would not be a good father. Plus, marriage had always seemed so dull and uninteresting to him. If he truly wanted a child one day, he could have one whenever he wanted because there were always so many women eager to please him.
The two crucial keywords, "marriage" and "child", created a vivid scene in Zach's mind. Suddenly, a thought emerged, one he had never even considered with any woman before.
'If I had a child with Madelyn..." The mental image suddenly conjured a scene. It was in Floral Loft, and Madelyn was holding a child. As the child is a product of both of them, she stood before him, genuinely smiling, "You're back? The meal is ready, and the baby has been good today!" Zach closed his eyes as if in a dream. There was an inexplicable emotion welling up in his heart. He wanted to maintain this scene and see what would happen with her and his child.
For the first time, Zach fantasized about having a child with a woman. Before this, all these were just a burden to him. Building a family with anyone made no sense to him. However, all those thoughts evaporated when he tried to think about it again.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmMany things were already predetermined. Madelyn had her uterus removed because she had been drugged. She could have never had her own child in this lifetime, and this was a fact.
At some point, Zach deviated from the original path toward his goal. He felt he was losing something gradually. Having Madelyn removed her uterus was the goal Zach had wanted to achieve.
‘Before this, | never regretted any of my decisions, but when did | start feeling remorseful? Was it when | drove Madelyn to a dead end, and she escaped to Portsmouth Fishing Village by jumping into the sea? Or was it when | found out she had her uterus removed? Or when | watched her repeatedly face danger, standing by and even secretly instructing people to kill her? Or even earlier?’ A great restlessness consumed him. Zach had grown up in a world of coldness and survival of the fittest. The darkness and shadowy paths were like the filthy, lightless sewers. He had never allowed himself to have complicated emotions.
'Do | care about Madelyn?"